My exam is over. Now its very boring, always sitting at home, emotionlessly watching the idiot box and at times chatting in orkut. But i got a new habbit of reading blogs. In one such blog i find the author telling about life being a cheese slice for her. So when i thout of past 20yrs of my life, it appeared to me as a bed of roses. There is pratically no hand of mine in the making of my life up to today. But i feel ashamed today for not sheding a single drop of sweat to decide the fate of my life.To say there nothing in my past that i wish with my full mind. So the "laws of attraction" never had its hands on me,i don know wheather something like that exisist or not. but the above said condition doesnt mean that somebody forcefully decided the fate of my life,upto 80% its my brain or mostly my mind, buts thats my only participation. i only decide, but never worked for that aim. but my parents worked, thanks to them.